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tis is how senyom pepek hhaa !!

but cute kan tke hahaha

kla till here tc bye muaxx

bugis

down town

home ..

go out wif elly & bai i had fun wif dem

first meet elly at white sand den wait for bai

after tat we go bugis walk2 ... den something

funny happen 1st elly want to take out money from

POSB so i wait for elly bai go toilet den after elly take out

money we wait for bai outside den suddenly bai msg elly

" Elly.. Tolong Bai Bukakkn Pintu Tmpt Fire Escape Ni. Bai Stuck "

hahaha me & elly was like laughing hahaha

mcm2 akh bai ...

kla till here tc bye !!!

hey hello

today went out wif fam mama & papa anni !!

we wen out eat idk wat d name of tat shop huhuhu

i bought for mama guess hells papa i bought emporio armani watch

hehehe pokai duet aku hahah tkp for my parent i dun mind :)

kakak make suprise i olso donnoe tat she make tat suprise

sunddenly some send 2 cake to our table

hahah sweet can abg buy something for mama n papa

i could not remeber wat he bought for

mama & papa but i really enjoy hehehe

kla till here tc bye muaxx !!!

hey

i miss ex badly and i dream about him again

why i must dream about him tat dream make me

laught & cry wen i sleep

Im just so stupid to leave him

i so stupid !!! :(he such a nice guy but i cnt turn bck

i need to walk my new path

and i need to forget about him :(

and i cant erase him from my heart idk why

how should i forget him ?

i hope to see him outside one they

he make me happy wen i sad

IMY

I MISS LOOKING INTO YOUR EYE
I MISS TALKING TO YOU
I MISS KISSING YOU
I MISS SLEEPING WIF YOU
I MISS TALKING TO U TILL LATE NIGHT
I MISS HOLDING YOUR HANDS
I MISS GOING OUT WIF YOU
I MISS GOING TO YOUR HOUSE
I MISS PLAY GAME WIF YOU
I MISS SHOWER WIF YOU
I MISS SMOKING WIF YOU
I MISS EATING WIF YOU
I MISS CHAT WIF YOU
I MISS WHEN WE CRY
I MISS WATCHING MOVIE WIF YOU
I MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR

love afez

muaxxx !!!

As much as i want to move on there always

ppl telling me to stop doing these n that i am confuse

can you guy stop asking me to da wat ... this is my life start from now im not

going to listen to anyone unless u are my parent my sibling my dance crew

or my best fren

there is a reason y ..... and y do i start wif tis today ? bacase i fell to stuffy

wen ppl asking me to stop smoking stop being like tis n tat kind of stuff

if wif you ppl in my shoes im sure u will fell how i fell now

i just have to accept how i am now

and idk why life must have sadness and sadness can we have happy

everyday n not sadness hmm

n guys out there im not a slut plz stop asking me suck your dick plz

im not that kind of ppl so sorie u want ppl to suck your dick let me tell

you where to go kae ochrd tower,woodland garden,changi,geylang,jurong

go there okey and dun think i can accpt buy money sorie money i can find

by my slef :)

i always figured why i have to be sad

its not wrg to be sad but life have to move on it has to ....

hmm i felt sad to those ppl ask me to do wat yes i know you guys want

the best for me .. ill try and ill always doing the best for me

and i got alot of ppl telling lie to me

why they have to lie to me ? if you dun want me to b there tell me

ill not be there ... i just dissapointed wif u you and i dun know you are like tis :(

i fell bad ppl hating me its ok i still got alot of frend out side there

cheer up afez !

now i want to think about my studies , future and dance

thats all i still want to have bf hehehe but take time i will meet him soon :)

and for now on i will not listen to ppl tat i dun know im sorie :)

thank you so much !!

ouh ya one thing

i always dream that i have a big house as wat i told mama

wen i was small i want to buy big house she told me to study heard

and earn money to have big car big house and she told me that is not for her but for

my own good n wen tis morning i told her she cried :(

and she told me in tis world nothing is easy

and from now i want to start my fresh life to and be who i am

and work hard and study hard and to show tat person tat i can study

i dun want to tell him/her name cause i know each ppl got felling tis is how

humanbing!!!

that all for today

ty for reading my journal

love afez :)

I always try my heard to search for my new mr right

i cnt give up as wat mama told me you must try to search search search

blive me ppl like us are more stronger den normal ppl because we got alot of problem

and we need to sattle it by our self dun look down on us we not strong by physical but we are stronger by heart life is not easy blive me as an i always remember wat izzy told me dun easy to love guy ... i know my mr right are waiting for me i need to search for him

Everyone told me to b strong and dont shed a tears

and i always knew id make it trough

i always see a light in the sky

tis word make me strong !!!

tc bye love ya

time check its 5.03 am n i still awake :) dewi: adek nk tgk bende

afez:ape ape ??

dewi: ade jantan saket add me at msn

afez: mampos

hahah seriously tat guy saket kuat sia mampos tk nk

hahaha n PM die he SAID tis

"dirty webcam conversation is so much fun......goncang x2 ... sedap"

hahah gle kan tu jantan hahahha

kla want to sleep tired2 huhu

tc ppl SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI !!!

MUAXX!!!!